Tuesday, August 22, 2006
To be an angel...
I have seen it happen in many blogs.. Now it has happened in mine too..
Anonymous posting insulting comments..
"this one reveals the several faces of the self proclaimed angel Dr….. … …..(my name) In blog, you could fool others, not always in real life. Those who know you.......... knows the real …….(my name)"
Frankly …sincerely… I am unable to recognize the anon.
I have received a few anonymous letters in my professional life too.. Insulting and threatening ones..
I know how I should deal with them.. Throw it into the dustbin and forget about it.. I do the first thing but often the words haunt and disturb me.. For a few days..
I wonder who the anon is.. And why she /he hate me..
I am a person who lives by my own rules.. I do what I feel is right..
I can be very bitchy.. if i feel that the situation demands it..
I am not here to “fool” anyone about my virtues..
This blog is only an expression of the goodness I would like to cultivate and share with others..
I blog only for positive emotions.. Cos I feel that we all need positive emotions in our lives..
“Angel” “hope” and “love” were chosen with these thoughts in mind..
There may be lots of negativity in our lives but I don’t think anyone would be interested to read about it.. Anyone would benefit from it..
I don’t come here to fight.. Or insult..
I come to love and share beautiful emotions
I don’t know if my posts sound too self-righteous and goody goody… If I come across as a self proclaimed angel..
The previous post was actually a note to me.. I posted it cos I felt that it may inspire someone somewhere..
I have deleted the comment and enabled comment moderation..
Cos I don’t want any negative emotions in this space..
But I would like to clarify something..
No I am not an angel..
I am just an ordinary woman.. Ploughing ahead.. Pushing ahead..
But I would love to be an angel.. Even if it is only for one second..
It is my dream…