Thursday, March 23, 2006

Searching..


It has come again.. That restlessness...That heaviness in the gut.. That slight lingering pain...That vague longing.. My mind keeps searching ...For what...? I dont know..

Nothing special has happened to me..Then why..?

Does everybody get these feelings at times I wonder..?

Is it given to me..? As a gift..? To seek more from life..?

15 comments:

LI said...

It is a rare gift , if you can really feel it . Seriously! :-I

Geo said...

i think my mind is too numb for such feelings... :_(

Manini said...

I have the same on and off..
hmm heaviness I know that well
Makes life better though, in the long run

Jithu said...

hmmm.. quite ignorant on this or is it bcoz i dont notice that. :-(

Maya Cassis said...

all i know is that it makes you do more and you kinda evolve sometimes without realising.:)

Mind Curry said...

yeah i know exactly what you mean..you try and sit and wonder what it is for hours..but still its elusive..but i think its something definitely..something you really dont want to bring up..and your mind is smart you know..fools you into thinking theres nothing..but deep deep within you know theres something..something you dont want to really remember.

thats my take :) atleast about myself.

guess said...

hai doc come back.....just get a break for a while...dont work too hard...find time for urself...just try to reconnect with ur beauty... even i feel the same way u do...just a break that u want now.

guess who said...

u really have nice blogs ur wonderful....

the Monk said...

Yeah, I think I know what you mean...and yes, I do think it is a gift...

AF said...

anu please dont feel like this...come out of it....remember the definition of laughter u wrote in ur last post!!...cheer up sweetheart!
*and even i get this feeling sometimes...feeling empty,no thoughts...but a persistent lump in the throat..etc*..part of life na yaar..its ok..

Sonia said...

it happens to everyone i guess. take care! *hugs*

silverine said...

Hope you break out of this phase soon doc *hugs* :)

quills said...

I guess that is how life is. These kind of thoughts pop up now and then, causing us to pause and reflect on days gone by and days coming up.

Hope you feel better soon.

Sujit said...

Most of them seek for answers for some question unseen.. at sometime or the other... Hope you are back into action..:)

Raj said...

nice :)